Friday Friday!

Today was a long ol day at work happy to finally be home!! Still heavy on my period blah had fun with the family today went to New Braunfels to see my sister and have dinner with everyone. Got my car cleaned really well finally! Went and worked a few hours at work as well today. Tomorrow we are going to look at three houses in New Braunfels with a realtor. Hopefully we find a really good deal and HOPEFULLY someone will come along and buy up our house so that we can move soon!!! Wish us luck!!

dum dum duh dum

Writing in red for a reason! Yep I started my period today when I got home from work! LOL Which I am actually happy about because my body has been doing as it should. My temp has been dropping and had a big drop this morning so I know I am temping right and that is a good feeling!! Sooo we are on CD 1 now! I am excited about this month and when I will ovulate and all and with the charting it is neat to see and maybe this month we will catch that egg!! LOL Maybe the valentines booty will bring a turkey baby! LMAO Oh well it will happen when its meant to happen can't give more then that I trust in god and its meant to happen when he wishes it and when the time is right no matter when that time is. We are excited and going to look at a few houses this weekend that is neat. Tomorrow is going to be a really busy day! For one I have to start off screaming at the school because they dropped Dustin off at the house again today luckly Chloe my neice was here to get him off the bus. Everyday he is suppose to ride the bus to DAYCARE! This is the 4th time of them doing this. I just don't think they understand how important this little boy really is. I will make them tomorrow though they better make some changes or I sure will! I am also going tomorrow to work for a few hours then I need to come back home pick up all the kids and then take them to Wendy's house to see it. Oh well better head in for the night. Love to all!


Holly

So the doctor called...

She just called and we talked for a few minutes about my cycles and such. I am on CD 42 today she told me we could do the provera or wait for the metformin to work and she said it will it just takes time. So I did agree that I would rather try to start with my own body doing it. So I am going to wait and see if I do start my cycle by myself with just the metformin only. She said when we start the clomid again though we will be more aggressive with my cycles. But right now I just want to be laid back on it and stay away from the major things. We shall see what comes of it I hope I get preggie off of the clomid it would be just a personal accomplishment. But if we have to we have to and still walk off with a happy ending hopefully. I had a major temp drop this morning so maybe that means aunt flo will show today or tomorrow we shall see!

Doesn't look good

Well my temp dropped this morning so I am thinking we are out to the run for this cycle for sure. I am hoping it means my period might start today. I have been sick all night and had to call in to work this morning because of food posioning. I feel pretty bad and just really sore after the toliet tango all night long. I am debating on who to share this journal with we don't want any of our friends and family to know we are TTC. I am kind of scared of what they would think or say with Dustin being born the way he was. But I am well prepared and have started doctor's visits since June 08, I am on asprin, folic acid, b complex, prenatels, dha and metformin. I know now that I have the thrombophila as well. So when I do get preggie I will start with the lovenox injections and also the projestrone injections. My doctors seem very upbeat about it all and ready to take it on full force. I really love my new OBGYN Dr. Murdock she really listens and seems very in the picture! I am still waiting for a call back from their office as well today!

Holly

TTC Baby # 2

So with this baby we really would like to conceive naturally without the use of fertility if possiable. So I am charting my temps and trying my hand at this TTC dance. Our first cycle started decmeber 18th 2008 I am still without a period on CD 41 today and I think I o'd on CD 27-29 due to + opks and S/S of ovulation. I went to the doctor monday for a blood test they called back today and told me my level was a 2 HCG. They want to repeat it just incase it is to early but they did not call me back with a date so I expect them to call me later tomorrow since when I was talking to them today it was almost closing time. I am not going to be down about it but I need to know and I would like to start my period to keep the charting up and start a fresh new cycle. I wish it would just start or I would get my + pg test. I feel really bad that I keep wasting money on pee tests because I figure this one will be the one to be + maybe! Ughh I really feel guilty about it I guess to have any addiction this one is better then most! I am also still on my journey to try to lose weight so that I can be healthier. We are also stressing about selling this house and trying to buy another. I really think after we get that out of the way I will be really relaxed and it will help baby # 2 find his or her way to the great gold orb aka the egg! LOL If anyone would like to see my fertility chart as crazy as it is here is the address to it. http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/246d24

Our Family

Our family journey! John and I have been married since March 23rd 2002, we have been happily inlove since 1998 when I was only 16 years old I knew this wonderful man my husband was my soulmate and the other half of my heart. After our dream wedding we decided to start to ttc # 1 we knew going into it that I had issues with PCOS and endometrious. We knew we would have to do fertility treatments. So we started right away and sure enough cycle # 4 of a drug called clomid brought us our dream come true a little sweet baby we later named Dustin Tyler. But our battle for a family was far from over it had just barely began. Through out the pregnancy I faced a rollercoaster of problems and issues. Finally ending in a final problem of HELLP syndrome which led to the early arrival of our sweet baby boy at just 25 weeks gestation and 1 pound 5 oz. Then came our fight to keep Dustin alive. We won our battle and now have a healthy 5 year old perfect little boy who's now wish from santa is to have a brother. Of course not a stinky sister. LOL So that brings us to our new journey baby # 2! Welcome please stay tuned to our updates I hope to look back on this and see what a journey it has been!