So I am bad at this blog thing....

I am really thinking about deleting this blog and starting just a general family blog with no TTC information on there as I do not want my family knowing about our TTC efforts.  Feeling really down about it lately we went thru 3 cycles of clomid and that is all the doctor would give us so now we are on to the next phase in seeing a specialist.  I am awaiting a call back from my OBGYN on which one we will be making a appointment with.  I have a feeling the next few months are not going to be very well for us.  We shall see and pray!  I am not sure anyone even follows this TTC blog.... 

Maybe a bust....

So I am 14 DPO and still no BFP all have been BFN so far.  I have had some pretty bad cramping and pulling in my ovaries which scare me into thinking I have a couple nasty cysts.  Which I am hoping won't stall our efforts on clomid.  I guess we will just have to wait and see I think I will have to buy some stock in pregnancy tests though!!

10 dpo....

Still waiting on those two lines to show....LOL  I am cramping alot which is kind of scaring me in into thinking I might have some extra cysts hanging around on my ovaries.  I really hope not.   I did test today and it was a BFN but hopefully Monday will bring brighter lines!  I am not testing again until monday at aleast.  We shall see what the early week brings.  Monday is also my dads birthday and they are wanting to get together later that week so would be a neat time to maybe tell everyone.  John's birthday is that Sunday which I think I would start my period on that day if not pregnant LMAO  Poor guy!

8 dpo and waiting.....

Hopefully I will get a little punkin this month!!  The 2 week wait is always the worst!  I swear that is when women go the craziest you can't wait to get here but when you are here you can't wait to move on again!  LMAO  Crazy cycle of TTC!!  I am still hoping I get a nice fat BFP for John's birthday.  I keep thinking of the ways I might tell him and then the family.  My dad and John both want to do something with the whole family next weekend so that would be a great time to tell everyone that we would be expecting #2 soon.  Who knows maybe the baby might be born on my birthday!  That would be a great gift! 

So s/s of me?
Well at 8 DPO I have sore breasts always have those though,  I am having alot of gas and cramps and bowel issues.  I feel very bloated and constipated TMI I KNOW!  I seem to have more CM this time around but allergies have been in the air so who knows.  My temps have been great chart has never looked better!  Can't wait to see a green plus sign on it though!!

5 DPO lazy Sunday

Today was so pretty I just didn't want it to end.  I wanted to be caught up in the moment of my small family all day and not think about work on Monday!  BLAH!  I am 5 DPO today and starting to get really eager with the wondering game I really hate this part of the 2 week wonder.  Hopefully this will be the last one for me!  I know someday I will miss this looking back though.  I missed TTC for Dustin after I had him the excitement and the joy of that BFP when it came in two lines!  Hopefully I will look back and smile on those moments yet again for hopefully a little girl !!  LMAO  I sooo want to buy pink and lavender crap!  LOL  So here's to another few days of wondering and waiting and chewing all my nails off!!

Cross Hairs on FF rock!

My wonderful chart!  I have never had a chart so neat!  It's awesome almost like I am a normal person ovulating on time!  Whohoo go me!  Hope I get some good results this cycle!  We shall see how long I can hold out testing!  John's birthday is on Febuary 7th <3

Another one <3

I just love seeing the ++ OPKS so early in the cycle!  It's so exciting to me and I am on cloud nine today!  Happily cleaning and moving around the house knowing my little egg is there hopefully having a party!  So exciting I really hope maybe this month with ovulation taking place so much earlier then I normally do the egg quality is great and results in a BFP for us right in time for daddy's birthday!  Would be great =0)  I have taken so many OPK's the past 12-14 hours and all dark positives darker then the control line I took a picture of one just for fun I decided I would try to start taking more pictures to put on here to dress the blog up a little more =0)

Test line on the right =0)