Today's post

Sorry I know I haven't been a "good" blogger lately. So much stress and I have been working all week. I just got my check too and they forgot to put my vacation time in for the days I was off when I was sick. As far as the TTC thing as well I am fustrated John is going out of town this weekend and we did not BD since Tuesday so I am scared I will O this weekend and he will be gone and well you can put two and two together. I am hoping I don't O now until Monday or Tuesday. Ughh if not it's on to next month and that is okay I am at peace with it I know everything happens for a reason and when I do get preggie it will be because it's the right time for me and the baby and I just have to trust in god that for some reason he wants me to wait or there is a better time. I keep losing faith but I need to refocuse on it. Dustin is doing really well eating up a storm that boy has definately gotten over all his ickies and on his way to a nice weight recovery and even then some! My mom said she might come down this weekend but I know she won't she never does when she says she will. So much stress to much to even blog about but I know I will get thru it like always!! Hope everyone has a great day!!