Sunday

Today was nerve racking at first.......family was over and really stressed me out. My brother and his boys came over to stay the night no big deal but his 6 year old starts waking up thru out the night with bad diarhia! Does it all thru the morning and when my brother calls his ex to tell her she says yeah he has had it for a few days! I am so pissed I am almost crying because if Dustin gets it we are already down 3 pounds now and we will be even worse. We are just now starting to gain our weight back!!! Ughh so I am stressed about that but I have really lysoled everything in his room and changed his bedding and such I hope we luck out with this one. I am still lightly on my period temps are good and I am excited about this month of TTC I feel really good about it. I really need to focus on weight loss as well. I wish I would just DO IT!! I think I am not going into work extra tomorrow its my day off but on my days off alot of times I will go in and work office but I think I will work on ME tomorrow and my plan on getting this weight off and doing something about it quickly I may go tour some of the gyms and see if they have a month to month thing seeing as I do not want to sign a contract. I dunno yet but I will think about it tomorrow and carry it out and then write about it on here. I joined some cycle buddy groups that I am excited about what if I am one of the ones that says YAY got my BFP! I also am already thinking of the ones that won't and that makes me sad I hope everyone just gets it!!! LOL That would be really neat. Well I am off to bed I have a big day tomorrow for me I will prolly come on and journal and think it out tomorrow!