sick and tired of being sick and tired

I feel so behind and still sick and my anxiety has been up tons the psat few days. It hasn't been this bad since before I started nursing school. I am thinking it's just stress piling up and it will blow over once some of it disapates. I am hoping anyways. I am nervous about the sale of the house. About me being sick and now my precious 5 year old is running a fever and I figure if that cold or whatever it was knocked me on my ass so bad what is it going to do to him. Now my nerves are up more. I called his pedi today to see if they would call in some antibiotics and I would take him in on day 2 or 3 because today his only s/s is runny nose and fever and I already know I was - for strep and - for flu. But they said no they wanted to see him which I am bummed because I really wanted to just stay home be with him and get caught up on some things around the house and MAYBE take a nap. BLAH not happening. I am still nervous about driving but I am not that dizzy anymore so I think it will be okay. The appt is at 430 this afternoon so at least we will have time to be in our Pjs for a while longer and he can lay down for a 1230 nap. I started temping again today I think the temps are back to normal it was 97.2 which is about where I was prior to illness and I had not taken anything medwise for about 8 hours. I am showing some s/s of ovulation. Now I am getting nervous about the thought of having another health wise. I am losing weight down to 244 today. But I need to kick it in high gear. I figure I will walk in the park my days off cause I do like to walk alot. After I take Dustin to school on my days off stop at the park and walk for a hour or so. John's mom bought me a IPOD shuffle for Christmas so I will load it up and try that out. Also I said hmm make it fun me and Dustin will have dance offs! LOL Turn on music for 30 minutes and just dance like crazy! Never thought of it before lol. And my normal work outs and watch what I eat. We will see what happens I hope my angels are watching over us! One good thing John got my old harddrive out of my OLD laptop and SAVED all my old pictures!! whoohoo go hubba!